my life is OFFICIALLY OVER. DEAD I TELL U. IM A GONER.
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here goes~
3 papers today. out of which i failed 2. how encouraging is DAT. i feel lyk just totally wallowing in self-pity. but unfortunately, life must go on. this post is NOT about me bawling and saying that 'boo-hoo-hoo, i failed 2 papers', but rather about the part where people are free to go ard and talk to other ppl after u get ur papers back.
3 THINGS THAT YOU DO NOT DO IN FRONT OF A PERSON WHO HAS JUST FAILED AND YOU PASSED
1. You DO NOT start crying. let me tell u, im still very pissed off. if u passed and u tink u didnt do well enuf, u go somewhere, outta e sight of the person hu has failed and then u can start crying. u do not sit in front of the person hu has failed, and simply start sobbing. dat is just SIMPLY irritating.
2. you should NOT asked a person how much she got
3. you do not try to comfort ppl with things dat are irritating. such as, something lyk, 'it isnt the end of the world'
OK. dats about all. this is where the even more ridiculous part of this oredi ridiculous post comes in. i totally cannot believe i was crying for math. stupid tears wouldnt stop coming out. i was already trying lyk CRAP to control it. but it just refused to stay in. so then ppl came to comfort me (that, i appreciate. thanks guys). aftwards i tink some random teacher came to pat me on my back coz she was walking outta e hall and i had my head stuck on top of my knees. den mrs chia had to come talk to me. she brought me out, and she asked me y i did badly. here's where she made me all guilty. this is how the comversation went.
mrs chia: wad happen to you? i tot u did pretty well during all the work we did in class
me: i freaked out.
mrs chia: o... like that arh... nevermind, i can tell u tried very hard already(:
me; *looks away
aft that mrs chia showed me e score sheet. my tabulated results=59%. sheesh. o yea, just to add on, i DID NOT speak dat calmly. in fact, i was sobbing so hard. totally embarrassed myself. n i feel realli guilty coz i dun even noe whether i tried my best anot. come to think of it, i didnt put in dat much effort. sheesh. feeling guilty now.
then again, maybe i did put in effort. den of course, its just a matter of my stupidity and my zero IQ. (DUHHHHHHHHHHHH) haha dats an inside joke. rawr. its hard to convince urself ur dumb. at the same time, u noe u arent smart at all.
please forgive me. this post is trash. n was written by a confused person. so yea, u get the picture.